Okay, I am surprised at how the writing of my story has seemed to make something invisible and whole-planet-heavy, evaporate from my shoulders.
I have been on this world for thirty eight years and I am as skeptical of people and their words as everyone else.
I do not believe things easily and I don't expect others to, I think it is a large part of our nature to be distrustful.  Some beliefs are the most difficult to accomplish while others seem all too easy.

I want to say one last thing perhaps...
If you believe my story is false, purest fiction, how does that belief help you?  Does it make you a better person inside?
Alternately, if my story is absolute truth, how does that belief help you?  Does it, or can it, make you a better person inside?

Many of our religions involve asking our god for forgiveness.  And I've never heard of a god that doesn't forgive everyone, every time.
But I wonder about those people "stuck" in their movies.  I wonder if they weren't really able to forgive themselves.
Some of them I simply can't erase their images from my mind...

So I want to say, to anyone who will consider listening, try to be a good person.
Try to make good decisions and "understand" when bad things happen.  Forgive yourself, we are all humans and we all make mistakes.
I think it is also critically important, to forgive others, to be understanding and compassionate.
Try your hardest, to be able to see your life in a positive way.  
Do some good things while you're alive, help some people if you're able so that when your movie is before you, it will make you proud of who and what you are, or were.

Also, if possible, share my story with others, with our children.
We might all actually be able to make this world a better place, one movie at a time.